quan's world

there are still many more pictures i took from my classmate's facebook picture hahaha.. but i am really lazy to upload. anyway the presentation was a success! 2 more weeks to cny ... i guess everyone is really excited to get ang bao right? lolol... well i am definitely excited because i can buy new phone! lastly , baby remember cny i will be coming to accompany you dun forget!
i am tired.. off to sleep !

baby , i promise u i will write so i am here ^^ today is really a tiring day. presentation and all the work ... seriously i am really really tired.. when i get home , the first thing i did was sleep! because i was having a bad headache and its really so pain.. i believe it's due to too much stress :X yestarday i saw my old friend . she changed so much.. it's like i could not even recognise her until she call me. oh my god , everyone is changing so much... what about me? anyway , tomoro have to help my mum clean the hse and meeting baby for drinkin session! seriously if i did not clean the hse , my mum will not give me $$ .. wth... but its ok ... afterall its my responsible too.
to baby: baby! today you are so weird ! i just feel that you are a bit high + a bit crazy hahahaa... but dun worry i still love you as much hehehe... dear , u are so afraid of me missing again lol.. dun worry i will always stay by ur side and never leave you! =)

tomoro presentation.. i am still preparing because i feel that there are so many things to say lol... i am sure i can do it! btw , baby i read ur blog le.. haha dun worry i wunt think too much.. i am just kind of stress .. you must do well in ur test ok? hahaha .. love you! yea fri we can have fun together le hahaha .. no matter what , just remember i will always be there for you!

everything is ok.. everything is alright... it's just that i am too stress up sometime.. yes and stress can really make me go emo for the whole day.. thinking about all the school stuff and so on , i will really feel moody... no wonder they say stress can make a person go crazy :X now i understand ... no matter what , i will do what i really need to do... i just want to rest for now.. fcuk off all the emotion.

finally today is really a better day for me.. at least i know that the bad things are all over... at least there are people who understand my situation... thank a lot ^^ i just told baby that me and my friend are better now and she was really happy hahaha! yea dear dun feel guilty la .. everything is alright now ... the past is the past... so let's look forward! but i really want to tell my friends that i have not really forgotten u all.. is just that sometime i have to make 1 choice.. although i have make u all disappointed , but believe me i do not want to end our friendship just because of this. so i hope u guys will forgive me...

to baby: baby , everytime i got so many things to tell u but i duno where to start from... sometime on the phone with u , i want to say something but i forgot in a few minutes time.
and remember , i will always be there for u no matter what happen.. when u feel lonely , i am there for you.. i love you :D

a fine day... morning woke up by my mum because she ask me to go orchard for some shopping spree.. of cuz i agree because she bought me 2 shirts.. thank! and today was really crowded and many people are snatching the goods lol... but after all the shopping spree was a success! after that , auntie call my mum for mahjong ... she agreed and went to auntie hse while i went to find baby... i know baby miss me right hahaha.. so i went over her house there to find her.. we crap and slack but it was a good day for me... baby u are so shy today hahahah! i know u will read one right. :X after she go home , i went to take mrt and i met 1 gay! yes from the way he behave and the way he look at me ... i knew that there's something wrong with this guy lol! so i quickly get off at yishun and went to take taxi.. guess what? he followed me because i turn around and saw him behind me... i went to take taxi asap and went str8 home... he look exactly like gay and he was carrying girl's bag.. zzz .. but basically today was a fun day!
to baby: hahaha you are so cute la especially when u look at the floor all the time because there is $$ on the floor :X hahaha i love you !

today is really a complicated day... firstly , i would like to say sorry to them.. i know saying sorry wunt be any use because it has oredi happened and i know that everybody are disappointed with me ... i really cant say anything because it's really my fault... i can only say sorry i have to make a choice which is to accompany my baby... i dun bear to see you alone .. i just want to accompany you as simple as that... dun feel guilty it's my choice alright. i might be wrong but i really dun wish to mention it anymore.. if the friendship will to end like this , i have no choice but to accept it because i have to face the consequence... if no conflict will happen after today , den let's just lead our own life and continue this way ba. afterall the friendship wunt be the same anymore..
To baby: i hope u enjoy urself today by my craps and many other stuffs that i have done... i just want to see you smile like how you did just now... i know i have say this many times , but i still wanna tell you i LOVE YOU.

yea happy happy ... i wan life to be like this way now.. everyday leading a cool day man.. i know you are reading this ... dun laugh! lol! i got nth much to say.. i just hope everyone will be healthy and stay together with baby forever! u reading this or not dear?? happy right lol!.

so many things are running through my mind... i have got so many worries and things to be done... i do not know how long i can take it... i try to look at it in a more positive way but it seems that i am getting more emo. next , i just wanna tell baby i really love you.. i have read ur blog and i am really touched.. really.. i am loss for words when i read your blog.. i know you are worried about me thinking about her again.. remember i promise you that i will forget her? yes now i am 100% confident that you are in my heart only... i am not gonna care about the past because i am going to treasure what i have now and that is YOU. thank for being so understandable and caring.. in the past , i did not treasure you ... upon reading ur blog , i have really understand 1 thing.. you are the only one who will appreciate the things i have done... even i myself dun really know that 14 feb 2009 is the day that we break.. but now , you belong to me again.. i have told u that i might be moving to other places in a few years time... dun worry it's maybe! as long as i am here by ur side , i will make sure that u will be smiling everyday just like what ur blog has mentioned. i am really glad to see that you are happy being with me.. i duno whether you will read or not .. but i just wanna tell you wo zhen de hen ai ni.


~~ my blog has been kept secret for quite sometime ~~

a cool day yo... my birthday has just passed and i am getting older and older =( i have nth much to say because many things just cant explain with those mere words. lastly , i love baby ! you are the only one in my heart now.. don't worry i promise you mean i will do it =)


~~ i just want you to be happy , as simple as that ~~

to live or to die... accept your fate and face the fact.