quan's world

fri has arrived again! finally can take a break because tomoro got no sch ^^ anyway i am tired of certain things... i think is enough for me.. really really enough.. i guess i really know what i want ... so please no more craps for me... i am happy with the way i am now and my life! :)

hello! i am back ... went out for the whole day .... bought present for mother's day... at first was thinking what to buy ... in the end went to sk jewellery and bought a necklace for my mum... i feel that the necklace is really really nice with the diamond and i believe that my mum will like it... so without any consideration , i bought it and the shop owner told me i am a good son and my mum will like it hahaha! i feel that it's all worth it even if it's expensive because nothing is more important than my mum. ^^ i feel great now because i feel that i have done something great.. after that , went to check out some phones at singtel's shop ... at first i wanted to get the iphone 16gb but i remember that my mum say that she will accompany me when she is free so i did not change my phone ... it's ok.. i am not in a rush anyway :) life is great if you did the right thing at the right time... to those selfish people who only thought about yourself first instead of helping others , you should do some reflection and ask yourself whether you are doing the right thing or not.

sleepy ..tired.. sleepy ... tired.... my psp is rotting ... i need more games! gonna get some games from my friends soon.... i am still considering whether to get iphone or blackberry... seriously both are good phones but what's the difference between this 2 phones i am not very sure... arrr nvm wait for a while first... after all i am not in a rush to change phone. school day has advantages and disadvantages.. the advantage is to get urself busy so that you will not think too much ... but the disadvantages is that u will not have a lot of time to really focus on something like playing games. hahaha.. anyway i have to go and bath ... good bye ^^

so many familiar faces. so many things i want to say yet i could not do anything. FML!

this post is specially for you... i received your sms today. i was really happy and we had a long long smses.. it goes to show how much u really treasure me.. to me , i find that the people in this society will not really show concern or even sms them in the first place ... but you are really different... maybe you have read my blog or what , you somehow seem to know how i am feeling everyday and eventually you will send a sms to me and ask about my personal life and show your care and concern.. seriously i appreciate it very much .. after so many years , i find that many people are too fake.. they wear a mask when they are talking to you but behind they became a totally different person.. u know i am starting to admire your character ... your concern is just simple yet sincere and most importantly you dont ask for any return. i can say that it's really hard to find such person or have they even extinct? therefore , to this special person you know who you are if you are reading , i want to thank you and i really dont want to lose you be it for now or in the future :)

coming to the end of the weekends again :( tomoro is the start a new week and back to school again arrrrr... i hate mon ! i love fri ^^ i have thought a lot for this period of time. i guess i know what i want.. but saying alone will not be enough .. let the action do the talking... but where should i start from??? everything is alright it's just that certain thing is really hard for me to let go.. the truth is i should give up and stop cheating myself but i just could not overcome this :(

i dreamt of something yestarday... i could still remember vividly when i woke up today.. i guess god dont want me to give up.. i will still continue to find you even if you are trying to avoid me although i am really tired of this.
by the way , this is what happened to my eye when i didnt take out my contact lenses for 3 days! lolol. it's even more red in realife.

just had my shower not long ago. waiting for my hair to dry.. waiting to play dota before i go to sleep. it seem like time pass really really fast if you are very engrossed in doing something. i mean it's like really FAST! when u are waiting for the time to pass like for example tutorial lesson or whatever , 10 min is just like 1 hour. but i remember vividly that someone told me before... time will not wait for anyone.. u are the one racing against the time and not the time racing against you. so whatever it is , treasure every single min and seconds with your loved one or even friends! by the way,to those people who bother to click on the nuffnang advertisement ... thank you very much... i appreciate that :D

here's a video of a lullaby piano piece which will make u sleep! yes i listen to this kind of music whenever i sleep so guys if u are suffering from insomnia you can try and listen to make yourself sleep! anyway guys, please help to click on the nuffnang advertisement before you leave alright ^^ thank ...

uncountable tasks. rushing here and there seem tired huh .

~~ i know it's impossible for me to forget after trying for so many years ~~

hello world! i am back .i am really really exhausted now . gonna take a rest before i go and shower... i am still thinking what phone should i get.. too many choices for me :( hai hai hai. sometime i feel tired of this kind of life.. have to put up a fake smile .. i dont like it. i just like to be myself ... but it seem like the environment is getting more and more complicated.. even I myself dun even know the reason.
i like you. i really do. many thought are running through my mind whenever i have information about you. you might have changed , but i have been waiting and waiting for so many years. i know it's impossible but i have never given up i should say. you were the one who grew up with me when we were young. i will never forget about it. i just want to tell you i am still concern about you.


good song =)

lalalala.. time for a new phone! yes my contract is ending soon.. yay but i am still considering whether to get iphone... every 2 years you can change a new phone.. come on just get a decent phone and that would be enough!

hello! life's great for this few days.. it's been ages since i went out with my cousin.. weekends alright? :D i am so so blur... something happened but i wont say out because i am really a fool :x hahaha.
after so many times , i really know what i want. at least for this time i know what i want.. i am looking forward to the future.. all the past are just bullshit. i have long ago threw it all away =) from today onwards , i do what i like and i will continue to explore all different kind of things happening in this big big world.. i am not going to care so much about the past like seriously because i have dignity. so now , i will never let history repeat again. my chance will come soon =)

hello i am back from my grandpa's birthday party! the food was awesome but the price is way too expensive :X didnt really ate much as i was having sore throat and i am deciding whether to go and see a doctor.. it's been ages since i have really smoke. i dont want but i feel like. confusing huh? after the celebration , my uncle send me home with his new car.. yea it was a damn fucking GTR. that's why i say $$ is everything! the car was fast and the sound was like attracting other people's attention lol! but if you have a sport car, wunt you do it too? hahaha.. well well had a great time today and tomoro will be the first day of sch reopen :( hope everything will goes well..

i am back ^^ left 1 more day to the start of school.. well , i may feel sad as the good time is over.. but it could also be a good time for me to keep myself from thinking too much. you know in this world there are humans who dont bother and humans who think a lot.. and i belong to the one who think too much.. i know it wont benefit me but sometime you just cant stop yourself from thinking.. you will think of how much you regret doing this and not treasuring whatever stuff.. i have the idea of getting a job in the night when sch start so that i can stop myself from thinking too much and at the same time to train myself so that i am ready for future working life. whatever i did , i always analysis it carefully because i cant afford to make a mistake again.. never never again.

hello! had bak ku teh just now. it was awesome! but guess what? my throat hurt a lot now . i dont like the dry feeling.. feel so sucky.. anyway , left 2 more days to the starting of sch! well , i dont really want school to start because i want more holidays! hai.. i have to wait for the next sem again for my 1month plus holidays again... everything will be so different.. no more hanging out with friends as often :( arrr... i miss her like fuck!

hey yo! i am back ^^ the time seem to pass so slow today... i need to go back for injection again :( it's so fucking troublesome.. cant they just settle it once and for all? hai.. anyway , had a great time outside with shopping and movie! yes i spend a lot of money today because of food , movie and my new wallet!! but i never regret as you can see i spend within my limit.. so i guess i wont be spending for quite some time until when i have the resources again :D
it seem so near yet so far. i dont really understand you more and more.. i dont know what is stopping me but i guess i wont repeat my mistake again. But , i have found out that whenever i am not in a really good mood , she is the one there to talk to me and even sms me to ask me how i am feeling for this few days. a small action could actually enlighten someone. so please humans , try to show more concern towards your love one alright?

why do i always hesitate whenever i comtemplate on something i want to do? it seem like my courage is no longer there.. i need to find back my own courage ! i dont want to be a coward neither do i want to be a loser. i have to learn how to decide what i really want before i do it. stop hesitating !

~~ i know you are good to me :D

arrr i am fucking moody now. just came back.. i feel so tired so so tired . i need some games now!

~~ 4 years and still counting... where is your sight? ~~

hello! i am back home! it's raining heavily now... in the morning went for check up .. i swear the place is scary. why?? because everyone is coughing and that place was called disease center. wtf lol! it sound like i have disease too! had injection and i am gonna go back again in 3 days time.. i hate hospital :( well well well , just had a great laugh when my bro told me something.. he told me he went to disco last few day and he met a thai girl.. his friend was interested so he ask her to intro herself.. when it's his turn to intro he replied " hey call me XXX , 22, singapore boy and i love thailand a lot... next moment he ask her " eh your country now very chaotic right i saw from the news that many people in your country are dieing" .. the thai girl was furious and she eventually walk off. LOL it's like so funny who will talk about this kind of thing with a stranger. :X but but but , it was entertaining =) the weather is cooling now.. sudden urge to go for shower now! bye bye.

going out now... will update again when i come back! :) goodbye boys and girls. btw help me click on the nuffnang advertisement before you leave! i will appreciate it thank you :D

humans are selfish! HAHA :)

i love myself! i have no idea what i want now.. :( maybe one day i should leave this place and go to a new environment ^^^^ nothing is left waiting for me .

cool eh. should learn their dance lol!

i feel accomplished. =) life's gonna be tougher in the future . get ready to face it!

yoyo ! i am back!! out for the whole day but it was great... check up , shopping and supper! but but but, i have lot of extra $$ this week hehehe.. thank to my saving plan :X gonna continue this plan for this period... woooo.. i feel great with aircon! the weather is really damn hot.. can the weather just change for the better? seriously it suck to the core! hmm... maybe in the past i do not really understand you , but i do not want to know your true character because i am afraid i will feel disappointed. it's better that we keep silence because silence is golden! i guess that's quite true. god bless you!

oh my god i feel so tired now.

i want my bro's LV belt =((( i love it to the max ! but i am not gonna spend so much $$ on it =( please give it to me hahaha!

hi guys... i am back again ^^^^ i dont feel like writing much today because i do not have the feel? so i am gonna end the post by putting up a chinese mv! this is the song which my friend has recommended to me although i dont really listen to chinese music. so here it is.

hi i am back home! it's 3.00am now.. went out with friends to east coast for drinking and of cause eat! i am very very tired now... just had my shower and i am gonna sleep soon while waiting for my hair to dry. i somehow love the weather today... it's cooling and my emotion is not that bad too. but , i still miss her a lot and she does not know about it. how do i put it in words to explain to her? i guess there is not a need to explain anyway.

~~ i feel contented with the things i have now but i feel guilty for the things i have done ~~

just reach home again... i just feel a bit down... like seriously my emotion is taking over me. it's definitely not a good thing for me.. i dont like this feeling.. all i could say is that in this world i only believe in myself. whatever people say , i will just listen that's of course but to certain limit.. i know what i want and what i inspired to do. i just feel a bit emo.. A BIT. it's time for me to get a good sleep and refresh my mind.. good night guys! here's a chinese song which i personally feel that it's nice and emo!

hi! i am back home! went queenstown today... boring yet fun :X i am very very tired now... school is starting in around 2 to 3 weeks time?? nooo i want more holidays please... i have not enjoy enough !