quan's world

hello! i jus reached home at around 3.30am ... had a great day for the bbq event... seriously it's fun but i did not get drunk!! hhahaa the reason is becos i have to take care of other people when they are drunk... frankly speaking , it's good to actually gather with ur friends for such event once in a while... it's like so cool and fun ^^ apart from that , i still think about the things that i should not even think about it.. i always say that i can forget the past and look forward... yes i did look forward but forgetting is really way too hard for me... whenever i sit down , the first thing in my mind was about you.. i told myself that i will never turn back... but when i miss her and i cant do anything , it's really really miserable.. i really hope i can use alcohol to make myself numb but i cant always do that... maybe some people say i am like a playboy or what i dun care ... whenever i get to sleep , the first person i thought of is you.. i am a human too i have feeling ... so i will never forget the past be it memories or the time that we spend together .. i really hope that u will stay happy be it now or in the future and i wish you all the best in whatever you do .. i will never forget you . let me just get on with the life that i am leading now... it would be better for us =)

~~ i tried but i fail ~~