quan's world

if u ask me if i were to be given 1 wish , what would i hope for.. my answer is to move to other country and lead my peaceful life.. no special reason for it . i just like to be a carefree person.. it would be even better if i could go there with baby so that only we 2 live together and lead the kind of life we want until the day i die without any regret. people might say what i did is not worth it .. to be honest , i dont really care what others say . i do what i like . if being human has to worry about so many stuff , den what is the use of living a meaning life right? whatever i do is for myself .. or maybe should i say since i was young , as long as i want to get something i can get it ... i have good parent i cant deny it. i will never forget . but what i want is to do what i like and be a cheerful person.. why should we care about what others say? you live for yourself come on! to be honest , i dont really trust anyone even until today. i trust myself i believe in myself. that's what i am make of. i believe god will lead everyone to the right path . for me ? it depend on myself! yes i do study in school but i am not that kind of person who will be so hardcore to chiong study or whatever . people around me know that i am those kind of "slacker " because i dont really focus in school as i will be doing other thing. this is me! the way i study is different from people i have my own method and ways to study . i dont like to suck up to the lecturer or so on. to be honest , i dont think many things taught in school can be applied on our working area other than the thinking part. many things involve your action and the way u express yourself in front of the customer. i believe if you are sincere , anyone will accept you . so to me i still have to study but i wont go until to the extend of chionging . i remember my uncle once told me that person who is very good in studying does not mean they will earn lot of $$ .. however , people who are not really good in studying does not mean they cant earn as much $$ as those who has very good result. it's all about your target your goal and action. everyone can do it but it depend on how well you understand what you really "Want" . this will be a very long post because i got many many thoughts in my mind and i need to write it out so that i will feel better ;) to my baby , sorry for making you angry just now oh. i dont mean it .. tomoro i am going to see you and i will show you that i really love you :D