quan's world

time flies. it's been 3 weeks since i start school. what can i say about school ? nothing much just that it allow me to focus on something instead of thinking about other stuff.. sometime i feel so numb when i am trying to do my work because it just feel like i am not doing the work for myself instead i am doing it the purpose of "finishing " it. i should not have this type of attitude but i guess that's me . you know its hard to change a person's mindset. this few days were still considered relaxing and not much stress .. i know i can deal with it. i am not worrying about school stuff because i know if i spend more time on it , i will be able to do. i just somehow feel like something is missing. i could not explain what is that "something " but my feeling tells me that something is going to happen or am i thinking too much? i hope it's not true. anyway , just came back from playing pool and i am really very tired now. baby is sleeping now and i believe she must be enjoying herself in the lala land :X tomoro is a public holidays and i guess i will be going out because every weekends is the time for to relax and do my stuff.. to be honest , this kind of life is boring. but what to do ? this is life! i dont even know what humans are living for lol. work study play and ? seriously there's limited amount of things human can do . people say meaningful life but playing and working is a meaningful life ??? i dont think so .. i think i need some fresh air or even some ocean and sea to make me feel that the world is actually very beautiful. i love the kind of feeling when u look into the sea and you can hear the waving sound. it just feel soooo peaceful. to end this post meaningfully , i am going to tell baby , I LOVE YOU :) wake up reply my sms ! i am going to sleep now. good night ^^